The fun never stops, let me tell you.
We’ve had a crazy couple of weeks.
Work has picked up and been busy. Lots of busyness over the last 2 weeks, so my yearly “Thanksgiving” blog is late.
As mentioned in a recent post, its been a rough year.
People have left our lives. We had to move. Money has been tight. We owe people money. People owe us money. The election. Standing Rock (but hooray for the victory that happened this weekend!). So many bright stars have passed on this year…2016 has been rough for a lot of people.
Even as I write this, I feel myself succumbing to my seasonal depression. I’m exhausted. I’m sad. I feel like an afterthought sometimes. I know that its just my depression, and that these things aren’t true. They’re far from it. Still, sometimes its difficult to remember, and it can be hard to see a silver lining.
There is, happily, much to be thankful for in my life, however. It doesn’t matter how bad I feel, or how hard it is for me to see the good sometimes. Its there. Part of why I love doing this blog every year, is because it forces me to think of the good things in my life at a time when I generally feel very low.
- I’m thankful for our new little home. Yes its small. But its all ours. We don’t have to cater to anyone but ourselves. We can be naked all the time if we want. We can listen to music. We can cook at all hours of the night. We don’t have to worry about anything but ourselves.
- I’m thankful for the amazing friends that I have in my life. Near and far. Some I’ve never met. Some I’ve known for years. Some I just met on Friday night after being online friends for years! (Leslie!) In a time when people seem to be flaking and dropping us, I’m truly grateful for the friends that remain. Who stand by us. Who still care. Who understand that even though we may have disagreements, or even fight, that we still love and care about them.
I’m grateful for a couple very specific groups of ladies who I know online.
My sounding board. My soul sisters, across this country and others. My encouragers, in life, in love, in dance, in fitness. Ladies who make me laugh. Ladies who have a love for food, and a tremendous respect for each other. Ladies who give tough love, who tell it like it is, even if its not what you want to hear.
I’m grateful for my core friends here in Vegas. The friends we have dinners with. The friends we have game nights and poker nights with. The friends we karaoke with. Attend children’s birthday parties with. The friends who have helped is in our time of need, be it financially, physically helping us to move, or just by offering moral support and an ear. Friends who laugh with me. Cry with me. Eat delicious, stinky cheeses with me. Share music and videos with me. Play D&D with me. Dance with me. Sing with me. Share amazing concerts and other awesome experiences with me. Just hang out with me.
I’m grateful for my friends who don’t live near me anymore, but who keep in touch. Who ask how I’m doing. Who send love, and post things to make me smile.
There really is nothing in the world like a good friend, and I count myself VERY lucky to be blessed with some amazing friends.
- I’m so thankful for my family. We’ve really grown much closer over the last few months. We visit almost every week, and I’m grateful to have grown so close with my family that lives here again. I miss my family in Illinois too. So much. But thanks to Snapchat and Facebook, I’m able to chat with my nieces and nephew, and my SEESTER and cousin. I love you guys.
- I’m grateful for dance. Always. I’m grateful for the friends I’ve made through dance. For the fun experiences I’ve had. I’m grateful for my partners in the Gin Fizz Jezebels, even though we haven’t danced together in a long time, I have amazing memories of Steam-a-thon with you ladies, and hope we can get together again soon.
I’m grateful for my teachers. For the ones I’ve studied with for years, or years ago. For the ones I’ve taken workshops with, whether it was one or many over the years. I’m grateful for having venues to dance in, whether they are community haflas or the awesome Benefit Shows put on by my friends.
I’m grateful for the way dancing makes me feel. For the amazing music that I love so much. For the maqam, and the lyrics, and the instrumentation. I’m grateful for all of the knowledge I’ve received, not only about the Dance but about Arab culture: the culture I’ve fallen so in love with. The culture I hope to someday be able to teach others about, and spread the love.
- I’m grateful for discovering my spirituality. Learning more this year than I have in years past about the spiritual path that I want to take. I’m grateful to have very recently (Sunday) gone to the Goddess temple with two friends who are helping to guide me on my path.
- Finally, I am grateful for my husband and dogs. For OUR little tiny family. For our little branch on the tree.
I’m grateful to have a husband who is patient with me when I’m cranky, or sad, or crazy, or confused. I’m grateful that he takes time to understand how I feel, and where I’m coming from. I’m grateful that he shows appreciation for what I do every day, and for all the things that he does as well. I’m grateful that he cares for and is training our two fur babies. I’m grateful that he’s helped Jack come so far from where he was. That he’s helping Phedra to learn to walk off leash, to come when called, and so many other things.
I’m grateful that my pups are such a source of joy for us. That we’re able to just lay in bed with them, and snuggle, or throw a ball, or take them to the park and play, and we just laugh with them so much. I love that they both are such crazy characters.
Weekends with my little family are my favorite times. Playing games with Morgan, taking the dogs to the park, or just laying in bed snuggling, and watching Downton Abby…it really is my favorite time.
Morgan, my love, I am truly grateful for you. I love you so much.
As this year starts winding down, I choose to remain grateful for all the abundance in my life. I am truly blessed to have the life that I have. To all those who continue to choose to be a part of our lives, I love you. Thank you.